...of the rest of my life. Im disgusted that I have a. let myself get to this stage AGAIN and b. put back on so much of the weight I worked so hard to get rid of.
I started my journey originally on the 31st August 2006. I weighed in at 84.6kg, the biggest Ive been in my life. I spent 2 months working out 6 days a week, eating right and got down to 75.6 kg. I became complacent not long after this, thinking 'oh Im doing so well it doesn't matter if it slows down for a while, Ill just have a slice of cake, or some Maccas, or a bag of lollies'. Now its the 23rd March 2007 and Im nearly back to where I started. I feel disgusting, Im ashamed of how I look and Im doing nothing for myself psychologically or physically being this way. So Im back on track, and Im owning my weight problem. Im acknowledging I make poor decisions regarding food, I eat out of boredom and habbit and Im going to need to address those issues. I also have issues regarding exercise. Im unmotivated and lazy. I need to find something I enjoy doing that addresses this issue.
Anyhow, today is the start, Im feeling good about what Im doing to fix the problems in my lifestyle and Im ready to go!
Thursday, March 22, 2007
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